sometimes there's things in life that u run from for various reasons u run, giving random excuses. and it all makes sense. at least at the time. then one day, frustrated and tired of running, u take a step toward that which u've been running from and then somehow everything becomes clear. all the pieces fall into place. having been lost and going in all these different directions trying to get away from whatever it is that u were running from. having spent time going these different ways always w/ a feeling that something just wasn't right.... u finally find where u're supposed to be. that feeling of being lost, of finding urself being pulled in all these random directions...it all goes away. things start making sense that didn't before. ur former excuses now seem ridiculous and u're a little bit frustrated w/ urself cuz u think of all the time u've wasted running but then u look back and realize that this is the way it had to be. this is the way u had to figure things out. that things wouldn't be the same. things wouldn't be so clear now if it weren't for everything that happened while u were running. and u see how it all came together to finally bring u to this point. and now u're going to start runnning again. but this time u're not running away. u're finally running forward, to the place that a part of u has always known u would go. hmm. | 
